my job

I love my job. Except days where I swear I'm the only one working.  Which appears to be more often than not.

...maybe I'm not happy here anymore.

Good thing I have plans for the future, and it doesn't include this.

a taste of fall

The weather has been an amazing introductory tease for the upcoming fall weather.  This is the only time I feel lonely.  Holiday weather makes me sad my family is scattered all over the place, and I don't have a family of my own.

Then, think back to my failed relationships, the horror and disgust, and I remember I am better off alone.  Better to feel lonely a few weeks a year than be stuck with someone I contemplate killing on a daily basis. (Or worse, worrying they think the same thing about me...)